One of my correspondents on www.bpbabble.com thinks I am wise--if he knew how I have mismanaged my life, he would never think that! Part of it has been the illness--and many involuntary hospitalizations, and resistance to taking the necessary drugs--at first, of course, all they had was thorazine, which is not a fun drug to take, and I refused to take it unless I was being forced to. Later things got better, and I was given haldol decoinate by injection once a month, didnt work by itself, but when one shrewd psychiatrist decided to add lithium carbonate to it, finally got the relief I needed. Thereafter the haldol stopped working for some reason so I was put on an atypical, and now I am adjusting to another atypical.
I always wanted tto write something, but my bouts of creativity turned into mania. and I would be taken away by the cops for scaring my roommate--I never laid a hand on him in all of it--I am a nonviolent type guy. Besides this, I am a pretty good musician, but I have always wanted to be a writer instead. To keep plenty of pens and paper around is my motto. The title of this post translates into: Too Soon Old, Too Late Smart, in case you dont get it. I saw it in gift shops in GA. I have come to believe that non-violent patients are considered the most dangerous--if you show some violence they know what you can do, but if you dont, there's no telling what you might do!
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